Dear Khloe. ♡ 07/08/2014
As I sat and watched a show about a girl who was kidnapped at 3 and raised by a woman who loved her more than anything in her world. (Ha sorry this is somewhat depressing) I couldn’t help to think what I would do if you ever got taken away from me. Its not only any parents worse fear but it is my worse nightmare. I love you so much that losing you would destroy me! Even though you aren’t 1 yet I felt the need to write this so later as you get older and we have countless fights you will know that from day one you have been the only thing that matters to me.
So here it is my sweet baby my feelings put into words. You have done more for me than you would think! Im not a very emotional person at all. Honestly I don’t cry at funerals and I don’t let of my feelings be known…at all. But 1 thing you have done for me is bring out my emotional side, but only for you. I am still the same in every other way but you. Thinking about how much I love you brings me to tears. Seeing you grow and learn new things fills me with joy! The 2nd thing you have done for me is gave me a fire to better our situation for you. I constantly feel that where im at isn’t good enough, not in a bad way but in a way that pushes me to make them better because you deserve it. You deserve the best things in life and to be happy and I know that you will but I want to be able to give you things I never had. And yes every parent feels that way!
I could go on and on about what you have changed in me but you would be reading this forever! There are things about you I see now that I love so much and to me your perfect! Your flaws are perfect and God made you for a reason. Your the best blessing and you are going to hear that more than you will ever remember. But remember from day one you had someone who thought that and always will. You will always have me on your side, in your corner and here to help you no matter whats life throws at you. Especially when you feel like you can no longer go on and life is just throwing way to much your way. I will be here to help you carry some of that burden.
You are never alone my dear no matter what path you take i will be right there when you need me. You mean more to me than anyone ever will. I love you more! ♡